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I am loving it!

I am glad that I saw the movie or else would have missed this song :)

Ab Mujhe Koi …..

Ab mujhe koi intezaar kahan
Ab mujhe koi intezaar kahan
Woh jo behthe thhe…
Abshaar kahan

Ab mujhe koi intezaar kahan
Ab mujhe koi intezaar kahan
Woh jo behthe the…
Abshaar kahan
Ab mujhe koi intezaar kahan

Ummmm….
Aankh ke ek gaaon mein
Raat ko khwaab aate thhe

Aankh ke ek gaaon mein
Raat ko khwaab aate thhe
Chuney se behthe thhe, bole toh kehte thhe
Udthe khwaabon ka aietbaar kahan

Udthe khwaabon ka aietbaar kahan
Ab mujhe koi intezaar kahan

Jin dino aap thhe
Aankh mein dhoop thi

Jin dino aap rehte thhe
Aankh mein dhoop rehti thi
Abh to jaale hi jaale hain
Yeh bhi jaane hi wale hain
Woh jo tha dard ka karaar kahan

Woh jo tha dard ka karaar kahan
Ab mujhe koi intezaar kahan
Woh jo behthe the abshaar kahan
Ab mujhe koi intezaar kahan

Picture Perfect Life!

How do you define one? What actually is picture perfect life? Is there really something called picture perfect life? When do you decide your life is picture perfect? Is it just an illusion?

Are you satisfied with all that you have? When people say that they have a picture perfect life, do they really have one or they accept to be content with what they have?

I do not think there can ever be a picture perfect life as you always keep striving for things and the list just keeps on growing…..

What is your say in this?

Worth it!

January 15th was a day when the immense light from the sun failed to reach us as the moon shadowed it. It was the annular solar eclipse and for the first time ever I was happy that I live in Bangalore as the city was to witness 85% of the eclipse. I hate the city otherwise!

The conversation :

Me : Wow, I would see the eclipse today. It would be fantastic. M so keen to see it. Yay Yay!

Dharma : Have you never seen one ever?

Me : No

Dharma laughs and with a smile he then says, no problem, you see it today and I’ll come back by lunch so that we can see the peak together from the balcony.

As he left, I sat there remembering the days when I was small. I vaguely remember there were a lot of eclipses in those years. Some were seen in Ajmer and the others were not. I never got a chance to see one because as children, we were advised not to see one as it would damage the eyes and there was a danger of losing our vision. I obeyed my mother when she said that and stayed inside. The only memories that I have of an eclipse is seeing the diamond ring in the newspaper the next day.

This time, I did not care if all of this was true. A day before the eclipse, I had bought the protective glasses so that I could see the ring of fire. Woke up in the morning and the first thing I had on my mind was to find out the exact timing of the eclipse. Googled and found out that it starts at 11:15 and ends at 15:10 with the peak being at 13:20 hrs. The maid had not turned up and I was busy doing the chores. Just then, Dharma called up to find out if I was seeing the eclipse or not. I kept the phone and the next moment I was out in the balcony looking at the sun. Awestruck! What I saw was just the orange sun, chopped off a little as if someone took a bite from the very round Pizza! I came back and updated my FB status :D   and was now waiting for 13:20 to see the peak and take pictures.

Dharma had taken one pair of glasses with him so that he could see from the office terrace. I called up my best buddies at work and asked them to contact him for the glasses and see the eclipse :) and invited them home to see the peak of the eclipse and have lunch. Its almost time now and I take out the camera to charge the battery.

Its 13:00 hrs now and I go out to take pictures. Without wearing the glasses, I look through the camera. The light is just blinding. I still take the photo only to see that its pathetic. After taking 5-6 shots without the gear on, I finally got a decent picture only after wearing the glasses. I came in and realized that there was very little sunlight around and it was dark. Only the sun was bright. Rubbed my eyes a little so that they come back to normal.

The door bell rings. Dharma and friends are here. They love the clean and cosy house :) and then move towards the balcony with the glasses on. All of us are waiting for 13:20 and in the meantime, munching on cookies. I ask Subbu to take some pictures and he goes out for the same. I then narrate my story of taking pictures and here they start. All 3 of them start telling me stories and facts of the retinal damage and I am shit scared. They ask me to wait for a few hours to see what happens.

With all these thoughts in mind, I go to the kitchen to make some pasta and coffee for all of us. Drao, pal and subbu keep going in and out to see the eclipse peak and the TV is also switched ON now. I am shit scared and asking them all sorts of questions and they just continue to laugh and scare me even more. We eat, drink, watch tv, discuss and then its time for them to go back to work.

As soon as they leave, I start googling again about the Do’s and Don’ts of the eclipse only to find out that whatever I did was wrong. All the websites say, you should not take the pictures without the gear on. Also, the damage to the retina starts and it is only known after 5-6 hrs. I am all the more scared now and bugging all three of them again. Kept praying continuously…..

In this process, I found out an article which had tips on how to shoot the eclipse and I was sitting there wishing if only I had read this earlier, I would’ve got better shots. Uploaded the pictures on the laptop. Cropped and processed and uploaded on flickr and facebook. An hour passed and I was just looking at the time and thanking God that I could see :)

NDTV’s website is the one I keep visiting for the national news. Come across a link that says : “Eclipse through your eyes, Submit your pictures here” I click on the link only to find out my picture there and I am thrilled and overjoyed. A moment later I realize, I did not submit it so how is it here. I keep thinking and some minutes later a facebook friend tells me about the submission. I could not thank that friend enough :) The next moment, the link is on my FB status and GTalk! A lot of friends liked it and some others did not. I was happy anyways.

Its 17:00 hrs now and I feel there is some blur when I am working n the laptop. I keep waiting to see what happens. Thankfully nothing happens till 6 and I am relieved :) I was happy that whatever I did, however good or bad the photo was, it reached somewhere. It did some good. I could see and my photo was on NDTV. What more could I have asked for :) Yipeeeeeeeeeeeee!

The photo here :

The Annular Eclipse
The Annular Eclipse

Here is the link to the NDTV album.

The effort was totally worth it. As they say, you should always attempt rather than just thinking later, I wish I would have attempted.

Read more about the solar eclipse here.

Kuch Alfaaz…..

Har jagah kuch na kuch hai bikhra hua, Ek koshish har us shabd aur ehsaas ko sametne ki……

A collection of all the songs, a few lines from some and some random stuff. All of them my favs! Will keep adding as I keep remembering.

Uljhe nahi to kaise suljhoge, bikhre nahi to kaise nikhroge…….Udhne do! Pankho ko hawa zara si lagne do…..

Sun rahi hoon sudhbudh khoke koi main kahani, poori kahani hai kya kise hai pata, main to kisiki hoke yeh bhi na jaani…. rut hai yeh do pal ki ya rahegi sada…….

Give me some sunshine, give me some rain………give me another chance, I wanna grow up once again…….

Apni marzi se kahan apne safar ke gham hain, rukh hawaon ka jidhar ka hai udhar ke hum hain……

Shaam se aankh mein nami si hai…….aaj phir apki kami si hai………waqt rehta nahi kahin tik kar, iski aadat bhi aadmi si hai………koi rishta nahi raha phir bhi, ek tasveer lazmi si hai…….

Ek purana mausam lauta, yaad bhari tanhai bhi…….aisa to kam hi hota hai, woh bhi hon tanhai bhi……

Ban jaayenge zehar peete peete, yeh ashq jo peete ja rahe ho…….aankhon mein nami, hasee labon par, kya haal hai kya dikha rahe ho….

Aaj bhi, dekho kal jaisa hi na ho……aaj bhi yun na tum sote hi raho……

Tere baare mein jab socha nahi tha, main tanha tha magar itna nahi tha……..Samundar ne mujhe pyasa hi rakha, main jab sehra mein tha pyaasa nahi tha….

Saath hai khushi aur gham jaise ki coke aur rum…….

Kaise batayen kyun tujhko chahein, yaara bata na paayen……….tu jaane na, tu jaane na

Har kisi ka yahan dilkash chehra hai kahan, phir bhi yeh dil, dil se mil sakta hai…….

Na jaane kyun hota hai yeh zindagi ke saath, achanak yeh dil, kisike jaane ke baad, kare fir uski yaad choti choti si baat……na jaane kyun….

Jeene ke liye socha hi nahi dard sambhalne honge, muskuraye to muskurane ke karz utarna honge………jaane kab gum hua, kahan khoya, ek aasun chupa ke rakha tha….

Bheegi hui koi shaam woh, meheka hua koi naam woh…….bin baat hi hoti hai neelam woh, mashhoor hai phir bhi badnam woh…..jaane hua hai aaj kya hume na hum jaane…..kyun humko yaad aaye woh…..

Kahin to kahin to hogi woh duniya jahan tu mere saath hai, jahan main, jahan tu, aur jahan bas tere mere jasbaat hain…….

Khushiyaan aur gham sehti hai, phir bhi yeh chup rehti hai…..ab tak kisi ne na jaana……zindagi kya kehti hai…….

Jo bhi likha hai, dil se jiya hai…….yeh lamha filhaal jee lene de….

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